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[midnightmaiden]

Hi! This is Kasumi Yoshizawa. It looks like you just missed me, but feel free to leave a message, and I'll get back to it as soon as possible!

[ooc: IC inbox for P4kechi AU Sumi at personavelvetroomdr.]

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cw: suicide discussion

[shakenit]

[...The only people who take her at her word that she is Kasumi have also been badly scrambled. That doesn't surprise Sumire, but it is going to make dealing with all of this much more difficult.]

He may have helped, but that doesn't and shouldn't mean you're completely over everything. That's not how it works. Futaba-senpai made a point of telling me that I would still have bad days, even after dealing with my Palace. And even when I couldn't see things clearly and thought I was over everything, the grief and depression were still there. They'd pop up in my head and I couldn't understand why I was having those thoughts.

I can't even say Dr. Maruki didn't help me. I was 'go out and buy the pills' away from another attempt, so his interference kept me alive long enough that I could choose to live. And now I have to figure out how to actually do that, but that's another story.

Even though he helped me, my head was still really messed up.

[midnightmaiden]

[A splitting headache overtakes her.

She leaves Violet on read for quite some time, truthfully.

Just reading the message is dizzying. It's too much. It's too much.

All she can really say is:]

I'm not messed up.

I'm fine.

[shakenit]

[Suuuuuuure she is.

The good news is that Sumire knows better than to fire back with 'no you're not.' The bad news is she's not really sure what to say instead.]

Do you have someone here that you can talk to if you do have a bad day? ['Someone who's not Dr. Maruki' is heavily implied.]

I'd offer, but I really don't think that would do either of us a bit of good at the moment, given the circumstances.