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芳澤 菫 | Sumire Yoshizawa ([personal profile] shakenit) wrote in [personal profile] midnightmaiden 2025-04-01 06:47 am (UTC)

It was. Even knowing something was wrong couldn't have prepared me for the actual depth of the problem, and I'm still working on

Futaba-senpai calls it the Survive To The Next Day Challenge.

But I'm glad I let them help me tackle it. They actually reached a point where they couldn't continue without me going along. Even my own Shadow wanted to help me. That's when I ended up awakening.

...Have people been giving you a lot of grief about things? Because if my friends had taken that approach, I probably would have tried to double down on the wrong idea. And

Whatever the circumstances were, you still lost your sister. And... I couldn't see my sister missing me at all and that factored into how Dr. Maruki's influence made me act, but even then I convinced myself that using 'my sister's' busted phone was some kind of twisted memorial, so - I don't know, maybe she would have. And I certainly won't try to say you don't miss your sister.

That would be a lot to cope with even without all the other stuff you've been pulled into.

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